THE DEFINITION OF THIS SONG

 Assalamualaikum
this is one of my favourite song from a day to remember..cause when I read the lyric, its kinda related to me huhuhu

So I say goodbye to a town that has ears and eyes
I can hear you whispering as I walk by
Familiar faces smiling back at me and I knew
This would make them change

The only thing that's going to bother me
Is that you'll all call yourselves my friends

Why can't you look me in the eyes one last time?

The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me

I've read these stories a thousand times, and now I'll rewrite them all
You're meddling in an anger you can't control
She means the world to me, so hold your serpent tongue
Is a whores lies worth dying for? I'll just take my time

The only thing that's going to bother me
Is that you'll all call yourselves my friends

Why can't you look me in the eyes one last time?

The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me

I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
They'll find you on your bathroom floor when I'm done
But should I write it all off?

You should have killed me when you had the chance




 the meaning behind this song

"So I say goodbye to a town that has ears and eyes"
/* saying goodbye to a home town, its actually really poetic what he says here, hes running away, he feels the town hes in see and hears what he does, like its evil or something, usually thats the embodiment you give something that is evil anyways. */

"I can hear you whispering as I walk by"
/* this is accually used in poetry to describe that hes thinking of someone, he can hear them in his head */

Familiar faces smiling back at me and I knew this would make them change
/* he can see the faces of people he knows smiling at him as he walks/drives, memories */

"The only thing that's going to bother me
Is that you'll all call yourselves my friends"
/* he finds it heartbreaking knowing someone who has hurt him so bad would call them self his friends, obvious who ever hes talking bout has betrayed him in some way */

"Why can't you look me in the eye one last time?"
/* it hurts him that he cant be looked in the eyes anymore. ussually when someone has done something harmful to someone, they have a hard time looking at them the same way anymore, i belive thats the case here. */

"The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name just know that I'll come running"
/* hes left something behind, hes leaving, but not his feelings for whom ever hes speaking of. so if they call him he still feels obliged to help, the trouble being of course he doesn't feel they need him */

for one more night to spare with you this is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me
/* he still obviously cares for what he left behind but he doesn't feel he belongs there, sp hes saying even though hes gone he doesnt want to lose what he had */

"I’ve read these stories a thousand times, and I’ll rewrite them all"
/* hes seen this so many times before, now hes going to change how it ends for once. */

"You’re meddling in an anger you can’t control
She means the world to me, so hold your serpent tongue
Is a whores lies worth dying for? I'll just take my time"
/* i think this is where the song takes an interesting turn, he seems to be referring for the first time that what he left behind was a girl, i feel that this is actually a conversation he has at one point with someone that had entered her life while she was gone. i believe the line 'is a whores lies worth dying for' is actually something someone said to him when he was talking about the situation and that possibley what had entered this girls life is another guy that hes not getting along with */



I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
They'll find you on your bathroom floor when I'm done
/*this could be referring to the girl or guy, knowing jeremys writing style most likely the girl but i dont think he guy should be ruled out. personally i believe its the guy, but the message regardless of who it is intended for is very clear */

But should I write it all off?
/* this is actually a figure of speech, meaning really that, he cant decide if he should let it all go. */

You should have killed me when you had the chance
/* referring to the girl or guy, that she/he should have ended it before he had that chance to because it would have ended better */ 

TRAINING TIME AGAIN?!

Assalamualaikum semua...yeah aku 2 minggu ni akn sibuk dengan training handball..cause of nearest game is around 13th of august..so might be a little bit busy for a while...well at least aq bwk laptop if aq ad ap2 update bole ja cerita..ahahhaa yeah today is the 1st day of training...

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Assalamualaikum

FAVOURITE BAND

Assalamualaikum...yeah aku semangat nk cerita sbb konsert simple plan dh nk dekat so semangat ah nk cerita ni...hahaha these are some of my favourite band which are simple plan , a day to remember, skillet and 3 days grace...ap yg common band ni adalah depa kebanyakkn bwk lagu rock or pop punk...yeah bila aq dok teringat balik I was a spoilt child...di mna time kawan2 ko semua pakat minat david archuletta or minat korea apa big bang ap lagi den tak tau... aq minat lagu punk


cause during my young age I was quite a rebel myself...aq slalu carik masalah..and I always stay alone...even my parent always busy  with work days and night..so balik ruma x tau buat apa dengar ja lagu...bila aq dengar lagu band2 ni aq rsa cm depa fham hidup aku..most of the time that song give me the spirit to futher my life..making me continue this horrible life during the past

a song can help you to be yourself...so what if you like a soft song or orang melayu kita kata lagu jiwang karat...just hear your favourite song ...cause they dont know whats the meaning of that song to you...so shut the hell up people who hates your song...

DEPRESSION

                 Assalamualaikum ,dah agak  lama tak update pasal blog..hari ni aku nak cerita pasal topik yang rasanya ramai mengalami iaitu depress..depress ni antara penyakit mental illness yang bole katakan hampir semua mengalami..apa punca depress?macam2 bole puncakan depress..sama ada family,kawan,pelajaran,cinta and the list go on..depression can hit you like a train..how to cure this mental illness? ada yang sembuh secepat 10 minit dan ada yang selama 1 bulan heck even ad sampai sekarang still x sembuh penyakit tu

                 depression ni if x dapat dikawal bahaya..bole menyebabkan kematian sbb seseorang itu akan merasa seperti nak bunuh diri..aku dlu hampir nak bunuh diri but thanks to my friend depa sempat halang niat aq tu..depa amik pisau dari aku and buang sejauh...yes at 1 time aqnya depression bole tahan teruk..it took me almost 6 years to control my emotion..Alhamdulillah sekarang depression dah tak seteruk dulu..but I would be lied if kadang2 tak rasa depress..just tak seteruk dlu...ad different type of depression it depends on the person..if aku mostly sedih or marah tanpa kawalan..

               here's are some tips for those who is trying to control their depression or mabye nk tlng member overcome their depression


1.never and I mean NEVER used these words or sentences when seseorang itu depress 
   -just pull yourself together
   -you dont like feeling that way? So,change it
   -you will be okay,just hang it there, it will pass
   -snap out of it will you?
   -well,everyone gets depressed sometimes!

 ayat2 ni just membuatkan diri anda or member anda lagi menyampah dengan korang..orang yang sedang depress depa xleh think straight..and even sometimes they will think to commit suicide

2.yang ni depends on that person.some person prefers to be alone but know this..even though they think like they want to be alone but actually they want someone to be by their side and hear their story..orang yang depress mmang kena ad someone untuk tenangkan dia..as for me example..yes aku perlukan someone dengar cerita aku bila aku depress..if not I will start to think stupid things..

3.bersukan..it might sound odd but bersukan help us to forget about that depress thing sometimes..heck if sukan korang yang aggresive korang akan rasa satisfied bila lepas main

4.avoid going to place where you have a memory with someone u depress...ini if korang depress dengan member or orang yang korang sayang..sebab trust me,you WILL be even MORE DEPRESS!

5.pergi ke tempat yang tenang...as for me,aku suka air..so tempat yang ada air seperti tasik or sungai or even tngok langit..itu aku..different people like  different things

6.it depends on what religion you came from..if korang Islam, amikla wuduk dan solat sunat..In Shaa Allah Allah akan tolong korang..


these are some tips to overcome depression..these are based on my experience ....if rasa korang still terok dengan depress..aku sarankn pergi jumpa dengan pakar ..maybe korang bukan depress...u might have bipolar disorder or another type of mental illness..thats all for today 

Assalamualaikum
 

New Life New Scenary New Me

Assalamualaikum dan hai semua.Rasa dah lama x type well technically dh nk dekat 2 tahun x type sbb xda mood ...ahahaha skrng aq rajin more towards video kt youtube so jarang sngt type. Ok so basically aq akn cerita sepanjang ap yg berlaku dri lepas matriks tu ya

alhamdulillah lepas matriks aq dpt pointer yang okay utk sem 2 aq dpt 3.67 syg x dpt 4 flats tp still bangga la dpt pointer cmtu so keseluruhan aq dpt 3.33 ..aq x expect pon dpt masok UM tup2 skali result upu keluar aq dpt masok UM..woa dak um seyh

So aq dpt ramai kwn baru and aq belajar yang kt U ni hidup pandai2 la pilih sendiri na.So time minggu orientasi aq diberi peluang utk main handball utk kk10 and kitorang sndiri pon x sangka sampai final! hahahaha.Kitorang pecah sejarah kalahkn KK5 and masok final utk handball.dri situ ad seorang senior nama dia kak Shida dia promote aq utk men team UM and main as a keeper Um..aq dhla x reti men tiba2 dpt peluang..mmang aq amik ah time tu..x sangka ad bakat terpendam keeper kah kah kah

dapat peluang main umt open for the 1st time wakil UM and dhla time tu kak safa ad assignment so mmang full game aq men keeper utk 2 game yg pertama...1st game kalah sbb aq terlalu nervous then 2nd game Alhamdulillah menang..for the 1st time aq men as keeper and 1st game aq not bad la aq rasa...then life belajar main itu ini and aq main sukmum aq bwk balik 1 pingat gangsa utk 100m berpagar..da heck aq fobia men pagar tiba2 kna main kak nad percaya ngn aq so aq try the best and aq sndiri pon x expect menang hahahha.....then 1 day aq ingt lgi tarikh tu...18/12/2014 tragedi yang sangat dasyat berlaku kt aku

              tak ku sangka jari kelingking aq patah time training handball..bola kak papat beracun dowh ahhahaha sampai patah jari ahahah...tp sedih ah time tu orng dok sibuk study time study week aq plak dok belatih tulis guna tangan kiri..one thing yg bagosnya skrng ni aq bole guna 2 2 tngn utk menulis kah kah kah ... tp tu la aq x expect jari tu mainkn impak  yg sangat dasyat kt pointer aq...sem 1 tahun 1 aq hanya dpt 2.49 sbb aq fail 1 subjek drag semua turun...time dpt result frust gile...x keluar bilik 3 hari makan minum x nk kurung diri dalam bilik.

and gambar kt atas ni cmna jari aq sekarang ni ad besi ..iron lady seyh ahahhaha

so bermula sem 2 dngn rasa down sbb jari patah xleh nk wat keja bnyk jdi org kidal utk 4 bulan pffttt
sem 2 smngt aq len macam,rsa cm xnk belajar je mcm nk mengalah je rsa..sehingga lepas feseni aq dh start rapat ngn someone..bila aq rapat ngn dia aq rsa seronok gila..aq dh start rajin balik belajar..aq study slow2 x fhm aq tnya lecturer ..time study week slalu study ngn dia gi library sama2 pastu banyak merepek2..alhamdulillah sem 2 pointer aq elok skit tp sbb aq x repeat lgi sem lepasnya paper fail pointer stil terok and aq ad 1 fail gak tp c-...

abis sem 2 tu aq x rehat sngt sbb dok sibuk training utk masum time tu..so lepas paper aq x balik lgi sbb training then after balik ruma aq rajinla gak dok joging jaga makan utk maintain stamina semua..dlm raya ke 6 aq dh balik ke um utk training masum...walaupon xda rezeki nak main utk team time tu tp aq still happy sbb dapat follow pergi utm tngok game time tu

and im proud of them.they did their best sampai ke final.walaupon xda rezeki emas time tu tp depa dah all out ..aq bangga tngok depa dri belakang net time tu..terlolong2 aq jerit support time tu time dpt masok final tu mcm dh menang dh rsa ahahhaha...
so after masum ainna tinggal jab kt ruma aq for beberapa hari and macam2 berlaku smpai dia dpt allergic 1 malam..makan udangnya hal rasanya..nasib baik xda benda serius berlaku time tu..

so after masum semua tu aq rehat jab then 1 day dpt msj dri ella dia ckp ko nk try x men utk team softball..aq sbb dri dlu mmang men softball so aq try la nasib..masok 1st week tahun 2 sem 1 aq sibuk training utk team softball..and aq dpt peluang utk men poli open..sambil training tu aq jadi faci utk fakulti aq seronok + penat ah time tu

dpt 2nd place kalah ngn uitm..aq think time tu seronok men team softball tp ntah mcm xleh nak lepas team handball time tu..so last aq kta xpala aq nk continue utk men team handball walaupon time tu aq rsa aq dilayan cm sampah tp aq seronok men tu yg penting..then aq dpt msj kt mak aq..dia ckp stop 1 sem men handball jab suh fokus study..so aq trpaksa akur stop skejab tu aq still men utk kolej aq...before midsem macam2 berlaku kat aq..aqnya kesihatan smakin teruk,org yang waktu sem 2 aq rapat gila cakap jngn kacau dia..jiwa aq x betul time tu mcm kena lempang dush dush ha cmtu macam2 berlaku smpai cuti mid sem.after cuti midsem rsa dh okay skit bru dtg balik smngt nak wat semua benda

walaupon dok sibuk study aq still dok men sukan utk kk and alhamdulillah aq brjaya bawak balik 2 pingat kali ni utk kk aq..

and personal best record utk lompat jauh aq buat 4.3m aq sndiri pon x caya time tu ahhahaha..aq dpt 2 gangsa 100m berpagar and lompat jauh time tu..aq bangga sbb aq pecah rekod sndiri time tu...serius x expect 4.3 time tu\

owh x lupa gak aq masok drama and dpt 2nd place ahahahha

end of sem 1 tahun 2 alhamdulillah pointer aq finally dh elok sbb subjek aq repeat dpt B+ and A horey pointer elok ahahhahaa

cuti sem kali ni aq x bersukan..aq kerja part time sbb nk crik duit nk survive utk sem 2 ni pfftt ahahhaha
rsanya tu dh sums up story ap berlaku sepanjang 2 tahun...skrng aq ngah sem 2 tahun 2 and smakin busy but these are some of my adventure x semua ad la hahahah
enjoy your day
Assalamualaikum

who is she you ask?dia ainna,kakak aq,kawan gila aq,kawan sewel aq , she's my shadow,dialah sahabat aku :)

KELEBIHAN KELAS TAK RAMAI PEREMPUAN

Assalamualaikum,ha cek dah sebulan habis matriks..yg gambar first tu gmbr kelas SM2K2T2 dan yg kedua gmbr dak prmpn klas 222.ha napa terkejut?x ramai perempuan an.ha kelas aq ad 18 lelaki dan 7 prmpn..hhahaha kan susah nak caya.first aq masuk pon cm susah nk caya sbb aq dh biasa ngn klas ramai prmpn sbenarnya mana nk xnya skola dlu amik akaun.

aq kt matrks smbong modul 2 kalo ikot org kta sains fizikal...bagi aq nilah pengalaman yg pling happy aq alami.lelaki dak kelas aq semuanya jenis caring walaupon kdng2 wat lawak x kena tempat langsung.kalo aq x sihat or moody mreka slalu tnya aq ok x..

but yg pling bermakna skali dak prmpn.sbb kalo korang dok dlm klas x ramai prmpn,keakraban korang lain macam au..contohnya kalo study group xde pecah2..tros gabung kan senang,xde nk berpecah unless kalo malas or x suka study group.

And korang akn knl lebih dalam ngn kwn korang.setiap kami ad sifat masing and setiap kami ad baik dan buruk..thanks korang sebab sudi dengar cerita aq yg kdng2 merepek XD hahaha.thanks sbb mewarnai kehidupanku di matriks...hope kita dpt bertemu lagi.kerana aku yakin korang sentiasa di hatiku..sayang korang


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MAY IS FITNESS MARCH!

Assalamualaikum
hai semua lma x update blog,..sori sesangt sbb busy sngt dngn assigntment

saya ad berita baik wat semua
bulan 5 sy akn istiharkn bulan fitness.
insyaAllah sy akn update dngn tips2 nak jaga or fit
dn insyaAllah juga sy akn buat video mengenai 10 jenis orang bersenam :)

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